But it's not just a feeling, though. It's... it's like it's a panick attack. You know, like I can't even breathe. Like you're drowning? Yeah. So, if you're drowning, and you're trying to keep your mouth closed until that very last moment, what if you choose to not open your mouth? To not let the water in? You do anyway, it's a reflex. But, if you hold off until that reflex kicks in, you have more time, right? Not much time. But more time to fight your way to the surface? I guess. More time to be rescued? More time to be in agonizing pain. Did you forget about the part where you feel like your head's exploding? If it's about survival, isn't a little agony worth it? And what if it just gets worse? What if it's agony now and then... and it's just hell later on? Then think about something Winston Churchill once said, "if you're going through hell, keep going."